Lorraine home

Still feeling wretched, possibly more wretched than yesterday. Worrying that I will have to biff the work I accepted on Friday, mere hours before I started feeling horrid. Trouble is if I biff it, then Keith will lose money too. 

Lorraine home today, thank goodness. So nice to see her, although feeling frustrated after she has spent most of the month looking after people, instead of coming home to a nice welcome, she returns to a miserably hacking sack of offal. 

She had cooked a roast for Pat and Maureen, and brought me home a plated dinner. Lovely. Just felt really nice to have her back on the gold sofa, even if I had little energy to speak to her. She found the covid tests too. I took a test which was negative.